Many think mania is fun. They are dead wrong. Mania is a dangerous symptom of Bipolar. Statistically, a manic episode presents the greatest risk for suicide. Mania detaches functional reality.
The next words will be raw, real, distorted, and disturbing to some. I am not suicidal or experiencing suicidal ideations. I am revealing my shadow self. Most of my life I have had suicidal ideations. They swim in the back of my mind.